… when you have so many classes in one day that your brain just stops thinking and starts self destructing
Hey,
Today was a shit day. I felt like I could do nothing, like the whole world is just over. And the thing is that today, I ACTUALLY couldn’t do anything. I didn’t get any homework done nor did I go to the gym. Literally, the whole day I spent in front of the TV. And now I feel even more shitty than I did this morning. I just found out, the coolest and nicest person in the world died.. suicide. He was sick, he had lung cancer and I guess he just didn’t want to go through the struggle. But what really upsets me is that he could have survided but instead he decided to abandon his wife and child. Seriously, his wife can’t survive without him. I’m not even kidding; I don’t think she even finished school let alone college. To anyone out there that is thinking about suicide; please, please think about the people you love before you. Think about your parents, friends, family, pet, what ever! These people love you, and loosing you to them would be their whole world ending and when you take your own life away they will doubt everything they have ever done and who knows, maybe even fall into the same destiny and kill themselves as well. Seriously, take care of the people you love.
<3